I've got a love/hate relationship with people, meaning that I love to hate them. Ha ha! I'll be here all wee--ah, well, forever... people.

I was going to write something really emo here, about how it seems like my early twenties have been largely consumed by becoming increasingly detached from reality and emotion while becoming more involved in reality than ever before, and acting healthier (emotionally), actually somewhat maintaining relationships. I don't get it, but I'm not going to write about that.

I heard this song in a movie that I never finished watching about pot farmers and some med student in Humboldt County. I'm not even going to link to it because it was lousy. I'm sure they got the whole Humboldt Pot Culture thing somewhat right, maybe, (if, and I somewhat refuse to believe this, the majority of people farming pot in Humboldt are peace loving "we only grow what we need to survive here" hippies who occasionally shoot people, but I've heard from people who've actually lived and grown in Humboldt that for the most part there are big fields and sometimes kids venture into them to steal buds and they never come back, they're never seen again. So, put that in your pipe and smoke it, writer and director of Humboldt County.)

This song is fun. I've never sat down and listened to any Earlimart albums. Well, I tried, once, and it didn't go well, but usually with bands like that I end up finding a "gateway drug" into them, like one song that really grabs my attention and makes me take notice. I figure that eventually, since I've been listening to this song for 30 minutes straight while fiddling with this post, Happy Alone will lead me into the rest of Earlimart's music.

Have a good day. Try to be happy alone.

P.S. I put this in parenthesis and then I drew this graph and I don't want to not include it because I worked so hard on it. Here's what I edited out.

(I don't like big concerts, because of the mass of people, but also how does it make since that... well, this...)

[caption id="attachment_291" align="aligncenter" width="300" caption="what the fuck is up with this?"]as you can see, i draw graphs for no reason[/caption]